doubt

After the vacation and a couple of weeks of mostly remote work it's odd to write in the morning again while commuting. Well, not actually the writing part. It still comes naturally as soon as I sit down in the train.

But last evening, after I had written in the morning after a while I had this feeling in the back of my mind that have forgotten something. That there is still something I should do.

I have been living with the imposter syndrome long enough to coming in terms with it. I can acknowledge to myself that I was good enough despite the feeling of being inadequate.

But I don't like to remain at my established position. I'm always pushing myself forward. Constantly encountering these situations where I bring up new expertise and have the same doubts.