Rival desires
I have two things I need to focus at the moment. I can't do them both at the same time. And I want to focus on both of them.
But trying to do all this at the same time is impossible. When I try to focus on one I feel guilty not focusing on the other. And vice verse. I really need to make sure I have enough time reserved for them both and stick to it. Focus on only one thing at the time.