toooldforthis

It's way too early, or rather late. I'm writing this at half past four in the morning. And no, I'm not waken up this early, I'm still awake. I'm too old to stay up this long.

I would much either be laying on my own bed already. Watching my wife sleeping beside me. Or probably rather being awake and angry at me for waking her up at the middle of the night smelling old booze and cigarets. But still, I would rather take that than being still there, an hour away from home.