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Speed blindness

I feel I have picked up speed on this change thing quite well. Maybe even too much. It feels too easy, like I'm rolling down the hill.

I have always tried to improve myself. But somehow the change has felt like crawling up the hill. Hard, tedious work. And if I stop I immediately start to slide back.

Maybe I have now finally learned the basics. Learned how to change. After that everything else is easy?

Even if it feels great now I'm not sure if I should go on so fast. Maybe this is still just temporary. An adrenalin rush. Maybe this was just a small downhill before the next big climb.

With the velocity I have now gained I should get good deal up that hill already... but what then?

Or should I just speed up, take advantage of this downhill to ensure I'll get as high as possible when it's again time to climb.

One thing is certain: I can't jump off from this speed, not anymore. Either I slow down, or keep going.