Noticed only when needed
It's hard to make a number out of my work when everything goes fine. Then it's just as it should be, things happen and there are some results every now and then to show. Of course there is recognition from those successes as well, but it's nothing compared to the situations where everything is about to fall apart... and you manage to keep it all together.
Yes, a little self appreciation again. It's hard and awkward, but they say it's good for you in moderation.