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anxiety

Here we go again

Another weekend, another larp. Time to prop up and step to yet another role. But as the game is getting closer the usual excitement has once again turned into anxiety.

There is going to be a lot of people i need to interact with. Many old, acquaintances, some new ones. On the other hand, its nice to see them all. Get to know a few new faces and everything. But it's also scary. I know I'm going to be tired after all this, needing some quiet time when i get back home. 

It was all different in my head

All those conversations I go through in my head. Over and over again. Ending up in different outcomes, trying to pick up the best one. 

But it never goes like that in the real situation. I can't control the situation like I do in my head. It goes all different. The outcome something I didn't even think about. Or worse, the worst possible one I came up.

Write like nobody is reading

Thinking about the audience you are writing to is quite essential. You need to think who are the people reading your texts. What they want to read and what is the correct tone to catch their attention.

Thinking about your readers can also be intimidating. What will they think about your content? And what would they think about you after reading what you have said. It can really hold you back. You start to think too much about those reactions instead of your content.

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