No, I'm not gonna write about it. Not again. I have written about it way too many times already. I'm sure I can come up with something else. Anything. I'm not too tired for that yet.
I can't believe this is happening. I promised to myself I wouldn't do it. Not this time. But here I am, once again. Almost halfway through. So I might as well just finish it for now.
Next time, I promise, will be different. Like this was supposed to be. Yeah, I don't even believe that myself. It just happens. There is no fighting back. You just grit your teeth and churn it through.
At least this time I found a bit different style. Or did I use this one too preciously? I can't even remember anymore. There has been so many times. Maybe I should start keeping book about those.
Is there anything I haven't yet said about the topic? Maybe some new point of view, some small revelation is still uncovered. If there is, it doesn't seem to want to reveal itself now. Maybe another time, there is actually a reason to write another one of these. With the final revelation to and all this.